The Bastard Spawn Chronicles: Chapter 6

Another sleepless night.

Vermin crawling under my skin.

Gruesome death of friends and family played on a loop.

Even during the day… The voices… Never relenting…

“Worthless shit”

“Fucking Faggot”

“They just put up with you, they don’t really love you.”

I kneeled on my bed. Hands clasped. Head bowed. I needed an answer.

“God… Why do you torture me?”

Then, as easy as that, like a soap bubble popping the answer came.

“Because I love you.”


Sure doesn’t feel like it…



3 thoughts on “The Bastard Spawn Chronicles: Chapter 6

  1. Cool.

    But think further. If he loves you, why does he torture you?

    Because it is what you need and want, whether you are conscious of it or not. It is the experience you signed up for and it will stop feeling like god is torturing you when you become honest enough to admit that you may actually desire the torture, for whatever reason.

    Take me. What do I want? I want to be a badass motherfucker. Well, guess what gets you there. Resistance and love of pain. How do you get that? Simple, is it not.


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